Wednesday, March 21, 2007
i`m jolly well rotting into a mess at home. but tomorrow i gotta return back to work. last 2 days of work finally, before i`m freed! well well well... i`ve received the confirmation letter for my course of study. i`m kinda relieved and happy but on the other hand, uneasiness and worry engulf me. my family is not so well-to-do and bearing the heavy fees may really burden us. my course commences in september but i have to pay the 1st semester`s fees next week. my savings are barely enough to cover. do i really have to take a loan from the bank? i`m really at a loss. seriously, financially wise, i admit and agree that i`m not an efficient planner, though i really try hard to. i`m really stressed out now, especially i`m going out of job soon. i know i still have my tuition jobs to keep me going but that won`t pull me through for long. unless i really concentrate on being a full-time tutor. but yet again, this requires a long term commitment, i can`t give up halfway through as and when i like. looks like i got myself stuck. what a lousy lifeless planner am i? how ami supposed to be entrusted with heavy responsibilities in future in this manner? i got to do something. and do it quick. i already know what i want to pursue, but there`re always obstacles to hinder me. where are my stepping stones and help-lines???
definitely, i got to prioritise now. some unimportant issues can jolly well wait and i know very well what they are. little red and green beans matters i`ll have to kick them outta my sight. and so do certain unworthy lifeless buggers.
meanwhile, i just want to give myself a short break before i decide for myself my next phase of life before i go back to studies. movies certainly turn me on. nice movies though. =)
like this one here. tomorrow i shall reward myself with this. =) and i heard this`s going to be the finale for he mr.bean`s series. so i`ll support this comedy and at the same time, laugh my worries off in the cinema!
and spiderman 3`s coming to town on 030507. how can i miss this after spiderman 1 and 2??? he`s my favourite hero! i'll be sure to catch this too. i sound more and more impatient. LOL! no? then move on to the next one.
HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX! this`s the 5th of the harry potter series already. screening in july though, but burning with anticipation already. agree that i`m impatient now? hees...
going genting with my family next week. i guess i`m more gear up to challenge the theme park after my hk`s experience. =) hopefully this time me and my sister need not be babysitters anymore. -.- let me enjoy a little first, not going overboard or am i? =D
5:19 PM
i`m jolly well rotting into a mess at home. but tomorrow i gotta return back to work. last 2 days of work finally, before i`m freed! well well well... i`ve received the confirmation letter for my course of study. i`m kinda relieved and happy but on the other hand, uneasiness and worry engulf me. my family is not so well-to-do and bearing the heavy fees may really burden us. my course commences in september but i have to pay the 1st semester`s fees next week. my savings are barely enough to cover. do i really have to take a loan from the bank? i`m really at a loss. seriously, financially wise, i admit and agree that i`m not an efficient planner, though i really try hard to. i`m really stressed out now, especially i`m going out of job soon. i know i still have my tuition jobs to keep me going but that won`t pull me through for long. unless i really concentrate on being a full-time tutor. but yet again, this requires a long term commitment, i can`t give up halfway through as and when i like. looks like i got myself stuck. what a lousy lifeless planner am i? how ami supposed to be entrusted with heavy responsibilities in future in this manner? i got to do something. and do it quick. i already know what i want to pursue, but there`re always obstacles to hinder me. where are my stepping stones and help-lines???
definitely, i got to prioritise now. some unimportant issues can jolly well wait and i know very well what they are. little red and green beans matters i`ll have to kick them outta my sight. and so do certain unworthy lifeless buggers.
meanwhile, i just want to give myself a short break before i decide for myself my next phase of life before i go back to studies. movies certainly turn me on. nice movies though. =)
like this one here. tomorrow i shall reward myself with this. =) and i heard this`s going to be the finale for he mr.bean`s series. so i`ll support this comedy and at the same time, laugh my worries off in the cinema!
and spiderman 3`s coming to town on 030507. how can i miss this after spiderman 1 and 2??? he`s my favourite hero! i'll be sure to catch this too. i sound more and more impatient. LOL! no? then move on to the next one.
HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX! this`s the 5th of the harry potter series already. screening in july though, but burning with anticipation already. agree that i`m impatient now? hees...
going genting with my family next week. i guess i`m more gear up to challenge the theme park after my hk`s experience. =) hopefully this time me and my sister need not be babysitters anymore. -.- let me enjoy a little first, not going overboard or am i? =D
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 5:19 PM
